Last time I wrote, I was down in the dumps and stressed about school finances. Update: I am still stressed about school finances but, some positive developments have happened due to some overlooked paperwork. So, it is better than last time but still not as good as it could be. I am trying to be as positive as possible right now but, everything just seems like too much to handle with this money situation. If I knew this before, I definitely would have worked way harder to get a summer job but, it’s kind of late now. I just wanted to spend my last free summer at home, nothing special and this is what I get.
For now, the situation is temporarily solved as I borrowed some money from my sister who has summer funds from her class but, I still need to pay her back eventually and find out how to make this other payment, pay bills, and buy a ticket back to school. I am mentally crying. I felt bad telling my parents about my situation because I hate stressing my family out. I’m lucky to have a family that will do anything to help me succeed in life but, my worries are their worries. That stresses me out even more sometimes. I hate to add on to their worries when they definitely have enough financial burdens on their own.
Anyways, I just wanted to update you all on my situation like I said I would. Overall, it’s improved but, still needs improvement. Hopefully my next post is a little more upbeat. I hate being such a Debbie downer. I am trying hard to trust and believe in the process even when the path seems so obscure right now.
Thanks for listening to my rant,
Check out Worry Wart Part III. The stress continues or does it?
Missed the first Worry Wart post? Click the hyperlink.
Updated on 11/30/2018 to include Worry Wart Part I and III links.