Who knew this would become a 3-part series of my financial woes? As of now, my bank account is negative due to an automatic payment of one of my school payments but, for some odd reason, I am unbothered. I don’t know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. At least, the school was paid so I guess that’s good. It could have been worse. Obviously, I need money to get back to school and buy groceries at least before financial aid drops but, it will happen some way or another. It always does. I guess I’m just tired of stressing and being anxious because of my finances. As I say this, I know I will be worried about my finances again sometime in the future but, as of now, I’m done worrying. I’m just going to chill and lay low. I’m staying home all summer so there is no need to spend money. I’m working out at home doing yoga, reading free books, watching YouTube and listening and dancing to my Pandora stations.
Honestly, this could be the part where I thrive and rise up from the situation or where I crash and burn of exhaustion. At this point, life could take me either way. I hope I thrive and rise up from this stronger but, for now, I’m resting my mind. One day, this could all just be a part of my success story. “I remember when my bank account was negative and I…” I would like to at least think of the situation as a precursor for my testimony. Things sometimes get worse before they get better. I am grateful to be in a good mental status right now because a negative bank balance is way better than my usual downward spirals when I am stressed about school or my weight or money or whatever. So, for now, I’m chilling, a little bored but, I rather be bored than miserable.
Feeling grateful right now. Thanks for listening to my rant,
Read the previous related posts:
Updated on 11/30/2018 to include Worry Wart related posts link.